Tuesday, May 31, 2011

toxic free! inner peace!

I want to blog today, this moment because a year from now I will revisit this blog and ask myself if I still feel the same! haha. From here on my breakfast will be red, metallic and something that vampires dig. I loved my work in the O.R. years back, I must admit that I loved medicine wards at first, but the operating room grew on me, that and the people working in it. It's acquired taste. Most people will automatically assume how obsessed you are with cleanliness and the order of things. And I am, I noticed I was now very particular with details, almost just isn't good enough anymore, sure is the way to go. I plan ahead, and anticipate every move, even in life. It taught me a lot of things, professionally and emotionally. Now, I'm back in that area again.

When I started years back, I was dead scared, now... I am excited, prepared and happy. Maybe because it's different this time, I don't have baggage outside of work to deal with, just work, friends, home and how to further my career. 

Dear God,

Thank you, guide my hands to do your work, keep me alert, mindful and quick with my decisions so I can help save lives. I know I belong here in this field and have fought my way through. Thank you and I hope that on my shifts, people drive safer, forgive better, and reconcile faster so we can do away with direct and emergency surgeries. :) I'm excited to experience knee and shoulder arthroscopies btw. I'm praying the toxicness away! 

Love,
Hannah :)

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