When thoughts become words.

The worst things in the world for me are...

...when people think they can play with your feelings, hide and seek, tag your it? Love is never a game, and the heart is not a playground.

what most people don't know about me...

...I am very indecisive, I take my time in ordering, I spend years trying to ponder decisions but once I make them, I am almost always certain and not likely to change my mind. 

I believe...

that love is common, but true love is rare.

I know...

that I don't know everything, and everyday is a new page, every experience a teacher and every mistake a life long lesson I hope I never make again.

Now I know that silence means...

...silence, nothing more, nothing less. To expect is suicide, to assume is to be damned.

I understand now...

who am I not to bear with the faults of others, when they too are bearing with mine. Revenge is sweet only in the first few seconds of it. The guilt will hunt you all the days of your life.

True kindness is measured by...

its extension even to those who have been unkind. It's easy to show kindness to the people who have not done you wrong, but extremely difficult to those who have done you wrong.

the most important things...

are the hardest things to say.

Take risks...

even if there's a one in a million chance of it coming full circle. I'd rather live with the possibility of something than nothing at all.

There is an end to everything,

make sure you see the finish line or you'll go running extra miles on your way to nothing.

Always have a contingent plan on everything important, especially hard drives.

Having abroken heart is a good sign.

it means you still have a heart.

lastly... and I am practicing this lesson in my life now.

NEVER LEAN ON SOMETHING THAT WILL BEND.

PS.

I just happen to grow tired of hiding and not hiding and hiding. of guessing, of waiting, and loving.

My heart's on vacation mode indefinitely. 

The cold can stay where its cold.